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Some Praise for Difficult Writing

After some literary carousing a while ago, I got into an argument about so-called difficult poetry, which hinged on whose work was more difficult, Tim Lilburn’s or Al Moritz’s. Tim Lilburn had read that night, both had just published collections, and now Moritz’s Sentinel has been shortlisted for this year’s Griffin.

Moot, I hear you call; perhaps, since no one reads it, etc. (Next, stay tuned for Do We Care if Anybody Reads Us?) And in any case, doesn’t all poetry make some difficult demand on the reader or listener? Oblique and figurative, it requires always more—aural attention, deciphering, meta-knowledge, a listening under or between the words, some good stillness to let that listening happen—than the narrative and linear into which we tune by default.

That night at Mitzi’s Sister, this argument, which ma-ay have been well-watered, stumbled around accessibility. The accessibility of poetry is separate from concerns of its marketability—how many people poetry is reaching—but the two get smushed together, as if a batch of easy-peasy poems would suddenly go all CSI. (Will this question, which arises from a capitalist, market- and readership-based quantified evaluation of art, fade as this recession slows us down to fondue parties and reading E.E. Cummings to each other when we can’t afford the cable bill?)

Billy Collins, posterboy for accessibility, has gotten a fair bit of flak for what a Verse magazine blog entitled “The Trouble With Billy Collins,” which article in fact has very little to do with Collins at all. Collins himself, though his own work is not really cavernous enough to be interesting, is not an advocate of simpleton poetry. His mission with Poetry 180 and the Library of Congress poem-a-day program was to gather “a generous selection of short, clear, contemporary poems which any listener could basically ‘get’ on first hearing—poems whose injection of pleasure is immediate.”

On the surface, no wrong; after all, Collins’s intention, to get students to enjoy poetry rather than tie verse to a chair and beat it until it confesses its meaning, is superficially laudable. Would that the institutionalisers had been similarly treated! When my little brother came home from his high-school English class with an assignment to find a poem, I eagerly cracked out my library. He brought in Seamus Heaney’s “The Skunk”—good for teenagers, we figured, short enough, with only one or two dictionary words, a strong speaker, and funny, with its deadpan wife digging about in the lingerie drawer. Alas, poor Seamus was rejected, by the expletive English teacher, presumably for not being sufficiently posthumous or pentametric.

What gets Collins and his ilk into trouble is the very notion that poems should be gettable and pleasurable, that they should open themselves to the reader, rather than the other way around. We suck, as a species, at dwelling in incertitude. Perhaps the problem is that poetry is being shoehorned into the category of communication, which is increasingly one-way (Lloyd Robertson with the sound off—in—or—out—Twittered inanities to which no one need respond). If signs and signifiers are the only ingredients in poetry, then all those who have access to language should also therefore have access to poetry (especially to wrToothpaste for dinneriting it, though this is a rant for another time). Have the tools overtaken the creation?

The danger, of course, is that defining poetry as opaque by nature can easily become an excuse for poetry that is just muddy, or which results in what Verse blogger Brian Henry calls the “dull cacophony” of banal, unimaginative descriptions of life experience. Aha! So the problem isn’t poetry, or poetry’s inherent difficulty, or poems that are difficult. It’s bad poetry, and poetry that chooses, if it can’t convince us, to confuse us.

I much prefer Jorie Graham’s apologia, during a recent discussion here in Montréal: by its complication, poetry is the genre that more accurately and usefully reflects the human condition. Like Graham’s work, like Lilburn’s career-long apophatic project, like Moritz’s hairpin intellectual ueys and eviscerating lyric aftershocks, even Cummings, he of economic-slowdown melted-cheese accompaniment above, is the opposite of straightforward, but we understand the illogic so deeply that en entire century shivers at his locomotives and roses.

Encounters with Books: In Conclusion

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For over a year and a half, I’ve been tracking various encounters with books here at the Descant blog. I’ve been writing about the curious intersections between reading and ordinary life, our relationships towards books as objects, and the impact books have upon us far beyond the reading experience. I’ve written about books in the bath, books in transit, bibliokleptomania, books as fashion, unfinished, on docks with a beer in the summertime, and accidentally bookish vacations. The point of all of this being that books happen to us, whether we stumble upon them on the sidewalk or they’re delivered in the post. Whether we choose them carefully (so we think), or whether they choose us. Books in remainders bins, free books boxed on the sidewalk, our old books with adolescent marginalia, those never returned to the library (mistakenly, or otherwise). All the best books we ever encounter come with stories beyond the text.

On Sunday, I encountered Eric Carle’s Very Hungry Caterpillar crawling out of a pylon at the corner of Bloor Street and Avenue Road. How curious and even curiouser. And quite fitting, really– that this was a bookish encounter with children’s literature, and not even with an actually book. Which might be the way that most of my bookish encounters go during the next while, when I’ve got a brand new baby to get to know, and get to grow.

I imagine that the baby will bring me encounters with books entirely unlike those I’ve experienced before. Books with pictures, for example, or made of cloth, or books that are made to be drowned in the bath and float back up to the surface. Our baby even has books without words, and mirrors instead for Baby to gaze at itself (which is probably a metaphor for some awful adult literature, though I’m not entirely sure just what specifically). The baby will get to know books as objects before becoming aware of any other use value for them– books, like the whole world, are to be seen, touched, tasted, smelled, and perhaps even ripped to pieces. And yes, books are also to be heard, as eventually Baby might become interested in being read a story.

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I look forward to story time at our local library, and small baby as excuse to peruse to the children’s literature shelves. We live within walking distance of the Lillian H. Smith library and the Osborne Collection of Early Children’s Books. Just a trip on the streetcar will take us to The Children’s Book Bank, which is a marvelous place where books are precious and many, and can be had for free. (Also a very good place to take your lovingly-used books when the shelves become too crowded). Our closest playground is the Margaret Fairley Parkette (which is pretty literary, as parkettes go). We’ve got great bookshops on all sides of us, whose children’s sections are well worth exploring. And when Baby gets a little bit bigger, we’ll take in TINARS for Tots.

So the bookish encounters will continue, just perhaps at a more toddling pace.

Courage of Lions

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I recall hearing Mavis Gallant once talking about her beginnings as a writer. In 1950 she was a reporter for the Montreal Standard when she packed up her pearls and Channel suits and ran off to Paris to become a fiction writer. She submitted three short stories to the New Yorker. The first story was rejected and she decided that if the other two were also, she would give up writing. Lucky for her (and us) the New Yorker accepted the other two stories.
The literary landscape in 1950 must have been less competitive than today’s. Every writer that I know has a file folder full of rejection slips, each battle scar a badge of honor. Looking through the slushpile at Descant I sometimes think there are more writers in the world than readers. For every writer who has the courage to submit to a literary periodical, there are dozens more who fear rejection. Every writing workshop I have undertaken had a dropout rate; not all the students were able to handle having their words critiqued by peers.

All writing, even fiction, requires a writer to bare his soul. He cannot help but expose his soft and unguarded centre. But with the advance of technology, the wall between public and personal is ever thinner.

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My writing group had another one of our “dinner with an author,” only this time it was publishing maven Cynthia Good (former president and publisher of Penguin Canada). Our writing group is a supportive space; we are experiencing a momentum at the moment, a number of us are now getting published in periodicals or newspapers. Thus, Cynthia advised us to build our ‘author profile.’ She recommended each of us acquire a blog and/or a website.
There may have been a time when a writer needed only to work on his craft in order to get published. Today the world is full of writers with a high level of competency. At Descant we commonly receive submissions from MFA graduates with publishing credits spilling onto the second page. Yet many of them have not secured book deals. I have long wondered what is the difference between one competent writer who has a book contract and another equally competent one who does not. According to Cynthia, the answer is marketability. More than ever, writers need to not only put their work out there, but also themselves. Think of J.K. Rowling, for example. Isn’t part of her appeal her personal story, the fact that she was a single mother on welfare who scribbled her opus at the back of a coffee shop?

To illustrate the power of the internet, Cynthia gave the example of William P. Young, who bypassed literary agents, editors, lawyers and publishing houses by self-publishing his book The Shack on cyberspace. The book has taken the world by storm. It is so successful that it is now available in print also and has sold over 5 million copies. It has been on the bestseller lists worldwide for the better part of a year and movie rights worth 100 million dollars.

Many writers are, understandably, nervous about putting their work in cyber space.
We worry about plagiarism, we fret over giving up too much intimate details to total strangers. When cyber-material goes viral, there is no retrieving it. We have physicians in our writing group who have concerns about patience confidentiality: would clients recognize their case history? One of our group declined to be photographed for my blog because she was unsure about having her picture on the internet (Cynthia is the one in the centre). Are writers the new starlets, seeking fame by exposing themselves over the Internet?

“No,” says Cynthia, “as important as getting your name out there is building a community, a potential readership.”

Literary agent, Nathan Brandsford agrees with Cynthia. He also thinks that every author out there is doing herself a disservice if she dose not have some sort of ‘Google-able’ web presence with an e-mail address. He says, “Often I’ll come across a short story or an article that strikes me (ouch!), and I’ll try and track down the author, sometimes to no avail. Avail, authors, avail! You know what they say, opportunity can’t knock if opportunity can’t find one’s MySpace page.”

Just how much do we reveal of ourselves and our lives? The jury is still out on that one. But this much is clear: excelling at your craft is not enough anymore; if you want to be published, then have the courage to sell yourself. After all, without courage the Cowardly Lion was not able to roar.

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Watch out for future blogs by Litguru (Pradeep Solanki) on this topic.

Sign of A Survivor

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The pioneers of Vancouver’s Chinatown had taught Wayson Choy: ”Survivors pay attention to signs.” And in many ways he has benefitted from this wisdom. His writing career had two auspicious starts. The first was while in his youth at UBC. His short story made the rounds of anthologies, including Best American Short Stories. After a gap teaching, he revived his writing career in 1977 with a creative writing workshop conducted by Carol Shields. She assigned the class to write a short story incorporating a particular colour. Wayson began writing about Old Chinatown but was stumped by having to use his designated theme of pink. By chance he visited his aunt who gifted him a pink jade ornament, and Wayson saw it as a sign. His short story was titled, “The Jade Peony”. The story then spawned a novel of the same title, a prize-winning book that is now read and term-papered in schools throughout Canada.

A similar sign, a lucky feeling, prompted Wayson to buy a lottery ticket that paid out $100,000.00, enough to buy a bigger house with his ‘family-by-choice’, Karl and Marie and their daughter Kate.

And yet, in 2001, when Wayson stood at the top of his stairs, a sudden acidic tingling in his throat triggering a hacking fit, he dismissed the sign as, “Allergies.” It was in fact a combined asthma-cardiac arrest; one that left him in a coma, fighting for his life. This is a very male response to illness: we dismiss symptoms as an inconvenience.

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In 2005 I stood on top of a ladder on University Avenue, holding my two-year old grand-niece so that she could enjoy a view of the Santa Clause parade. A sharp acidic pain suddenly traveled along my left arm to my chest. I too dismissed the sign as “heartburn.” It was in fact a myocardial infraction (a heart attack). I also lay in a coma for a month fighting for my life. I too belong to a culture that values signs, although we Hindus call them intuition. My guru defines intuition as a synergy of head and heart.

Recovery is a long and introspective process. Cardiologists are adept at patching arteries and unclogging veins. But there is no one afterwards to heal a clogged sense of purpose nor to stop a hemorrhaging will to live. One of my gurus advised me to write as a way of healing. My writing led me to win the Wayson Choy Scholarship at the Humber School for Writers (where Wayson has taught for over forty years). This time I paid attention to the sign.
Not Yet is a memoir and Wayson points out at the outset, “All memoirs are works of creative non-fiction.” Events and people have been compacted, congealed for dramatic effect. The names of the innocent have been changed. But the authenticity is unmistakable.  Not Yet is written in a style that is expertly simple in construction and unflinchingly honest. As Wayson’s student, used to his uncluttered thinking and meticulous penmanship, I was shocked to discover that he ”does housework religiously, every five years.” A bedroom furnished with dust-drenched carpets and stacks of take-out remains aggravated his asthma.
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This is one the few books that I was compelled to read in one sitting.  His descriptions of the nurses forcing catheters down throats; the Demerol-induced visitors who weave over and behind a family keeping vigil at his bedside, all of it was déjà-vu.

My sisters, like his Chinatown elders, had dire warnings: “No wife, no sons, no daughters. You die alone.” But gay men usually cultivate relationships that are sometimes stronger than filial bonds. During the early days of the AIDS crisis, families unable to deal with the stigma would routinely abandon sons. It was gay men who formed the Aids Committee of Toronto and Casey House to take care of their own. Wayson comes to realize, from the unwavering support of his ‘family-by-choice,’ that he is not and has never been alone.

My sisters’ children are now grown and some of them have children of their own. They now appreciate that progeny is no guarantee in times of sickness and old age. A compassionate outlook and an empathetic intelligence however, attracts the company of angels, in whichever form they may appear.

The logo for this book is a hummingbird in flight. A bird who’s wings beat so rapidly that the effort is invisible. After recovery Wayson returned to writing, touring, teaching, mentoring. Often neglectful of his body’s needs. Old Chinatown elders had another saying: “When things are going well, look behind you.” Wayson did not look behind him. He allowed wellness to distract him from the signs. He was stricken with a second heart failure.

A book that began with a near-death ends with a second near-fatality; the body of the book being not about death but about living. Living in a way that respects the delicate weave between strangers and friends: a life curious to both the seen and the invisible meanings. This indeed is the true sign of a survivor.

The hospital picture is of me during my coma. I would be interested in hearing from other survivors of near-death. Please reply in the comment box below with contact info. 

Encounters With Books: With an End Date

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Is there such thing as a terminal diagnosis leaving time enough to read 1001 whole books? Life itself would be the only diagnosis that I can think of, and even though I have come down with that, I still don’t feel a great deal of urgency. 1001 books is a long long time, but still, I am intrigued by the idea of reading with an end date. It’s sort of desert islandy, I realize, but imagine a finite amount of time left for reading. What books do you think you would pick?

This question has become important to me of late, as I am currently reading towards my own end date. And no, I’m not dying or losing my sight (and thank goodness for that), but my life is about to be thrown into upheaval, and all I know for sure is that come the end of May, things will never be the same again.

Because come the end of May, I will have had a baby, and not for a long time will I again be able to partake in reading pleasures. In the bath, or in bed, or even curled up on the couch on a rainy Sunday afternoon. I aim to teach myself to read and nurse as soon as possible (and I maintain this will happen. I have taught myself to read and floss, and read and knit, and I’ve even been caught out reading while bbq-ing, then the steaks got burned, but nevertheless…). But I realize this achievement will take considerable practice, and further, that my mind will be so fuzzy due to sleep deprivation, reading might actually prove cognitively impossible.

So what to do with the time that is left while my reading is still leisurely and free? First, I’ve increased that time, quitting work two weeks before my due date, and I fully intend to spend that fortnight reading a novel a day. (Alternatively, the baby might come early, which would be ok too. I’d miss out on fourteen books, but then I wouldn’t have to be pregnant anymore). But what books will I fill that time with?

The easiest answer would be rereading, of course, for then I’d be sure in advance of not wasting my limited time. Revisiting my favourite books, the ones I try to reread every year– Carol Shields Unless, Joan Didion’s Slouching Towards Bethlehem, anything by Margaret Drabble. Getting all thematic, I want to reread mothering memoirs– Rachel Cusk’s A Life’s Work and Anne Enright’s Making Babies. And to reread a Laurie Colwin novel, because she writes about pregnancy and babies like nobody else does.

But then there’s finishing books too– The Paris Review Interviews Vol.1 has been sitting on my bedside for ages, alongside Vol. 2 of Virginia Woolf’s Diary. I’m not sure whether to barrel through these, or to quietly put them back on the shelf and say nothing more of the matter to anyone.

Now, if I were actually dying, I’d hope I’d possess some proportion. But because I know that one day far off in the way distant future, I’ll have time to pick up a novel again, and also because I’m so partial to melodrama (atavistic, left over from teenage), that even though to resort to rereads would be safest, I can’t help being frantic with the thought of all the new books I can’t miss. Kate Christensen’s novel Trouble is out soon, Margaret Drabble’s got a new memoir out in the UK, I’m glad I got the new Zoe Heller in already, I’m now reading Helen Garner’s The Spare Room, just finished The Elegance of the Hedgehog. The new Descant is still waiting, not too long ago arrived in the post. And I won’t even mention what I’ve got on hold at the library. Or the numerous books I still mean to “get around to reading”, which I’ll not mention by name for fear of offending their poor neglected authors.

So I’m not being very sensible. If I were a better me, I’d be focusing, prioritizing. I’d probably also be picking up the kind of book that will teach me to change a diaper, or perform the infant heimlich, but then I’d have to give up sleeping already. And I can’t. So the stack of other books-to-be-read remains ever-high, and I console myself by imagining how much worse it would be if it wasn’t.

The Introductory

First, a virtual introduction (Welcome to Descant, Katia. Hi, Descant. You’re cute, and your little dogs too).

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When Joan Didion, of whose writing I fall far short, began writing a column for Life, she introduced herself thusly: “We are here on this island in the middle of the Pacific in lieu of filing for divorce.” She wants us to know, through the chink in the journalistic wall, what’s on her mind, who she is. In a way, she mused in an interview, she was writing to herself.

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So. I am here in Montréal’s Mile End, in the middle of doing laundry and rereading Joan Didion in lieu of filing, um, my taxes. The rest of my days: translations, reviews, editing, and poetry and fiction when I have time. For weeks and months I did not write. The inky nibs that sometimes I would let out for a walk by the tracks, watch them as they foraged with their friends the cursors and ate the long grass — they became weary, and I weakly.

I have come to write again, though I have apparently forgotten how to do poems (“use poetic devices”), and have become a part-time blogger. What I think about the form itself — the ephemeral blogosphere, the extent to which blogging has to do with the act of writing — will have to come later; I have never done this before.

In an Atlantic article from last winter, Andrew Sullivan rambles and justifies and probes why he blogs. “Writing out loud,” he calls it, “more free-form, more accident-prone, less formal, more alive.” Sullivan’s own “Daily Dish” mostly concerns current political and social happenings, the events and commentary instantaneous. Literature too has its need-to-know-now side — last year’s contentious GGs, tomorrow’s National Magazine Award shortlist announcements, the best place to get a typewriter fixed — but mostly writing is a slow business. (You notice the way an old woman’s hands are folded, one thumb worrying the knuckles of the other hand back and forth like a metronome, and three years later hands those makes it way into a scene with a guy breeding canaries in Entre Rios. The manuscript is submitted for publication, you niggle over commas for four years, you launch the novel at a McNally’s for a snowstorm audience of four.) I therefore invite your own introductions, thoughts on the usefulness of the blogging form, what you want from this Montréal correspondent.

For what to do in the Mo this weekend post- or pre-terrasse, Michelle has already mentioned Blue Met. A few of the events at this ginormous, laudable literary festival, which is now in its eleventh year, are how-to-get-publishey; there are a handful of workshops; the interviews are both Wachtelian and less dexterous, with good questions as well as those of the “do you write in your underpants?” variety. By and large, however, the writing is the thing, as it should be. (Though I hope that this year, sponsors, administrators and the rest of the peripheral intellectuati will be heard less than seen.)

While you’re waiting for Michelle’s panel, other recommended good times and good thoughts include a number of events featuring A.S. Byatt, the anti-cliché Donald Antrim, Charlotte Gray giving the annual Hugh MacLennan lecture, John Ralston Saul being John Ralston Saul, and the Palabras de peso and trilingual Soirée de poésie arabe readings, the writers hailing from countries where there are still two-hour poetry readings in public squares and people listen raptly.

The Narrator’s Voice

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During the Summer Writing Workshop at the Humber School for Writers, they had organized a three-minute student reading night. Somehow, my name ended up at the front of the queue. Most of instructors gave the student readings a miss, but not my mentor, Wayson Choy. “I like to get a sense of the narrative voice,’ he said. I was not sure what he meant by that. “I can teach craft but either a student has a narrative voice or doesn’t.”

I was informed after my reading that I was one of the fortunate that had this narrative voice. And so I did not spend much time investigating exactly what that might be. That is until I was asked by Descant to read a story they had published in the Dogs issue. I was delighted to be asked to read at a bona-fida literary soiree, the launch of the Descant twin issues (a diptych) Cats and Dogs. I had answered the call for submissions two years back and after six months of waiting had assumed my story was rejected. Though it was the first of my submissions to be accepted, others have been printed before the Dogs issue made its way to the front of Descant’s printing queue.

There is something particularly prestigious about having your work appear in Descant. For one thing, people in literary circles know and respect the journal. Secondly, the look and caliber of the magazine is something I have long admired. Being published in it is immeasurable validation.  When I was invited to read, this was a further compliment.

I was assigned eight minutes and Karen Mulhallen expressly said, “Don’t read more than five minutes of the story.”  I had high expectations for the reading. All writers write for an imaginary audience. An audience of intelligent, curious and wordly readers. William Ziesner, in his book On Writing Well says,
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“…delete every word or phrase or sentence that tells readers something they have already been enabled to know or are bright enough to deduce.” He warns against using phrases like of course and adverbs like surprisingly, predictably, understandably and ironically.

He and other instructors advice writers to trust our readers.

With this blind faith, I had sent out many short stories to periodicals all across Canada. Many were run by the English Department of one university or another. When the rejection notices started piling up, I questioned whether my faith in the reader was justified. Was I correct to assume that student volunteers had the same focus, the same maturity that I had cultivated over four decades? Add to that there is the issue of state of the mind of the reader when they open your envelope. I know that during our reading sessions at Descant, people sometimes show up distracted, angry or excited.

In writing workshops I have sometimes struggled with the issue of telling too much. In instances where I left the readers to figure out the central mystery in the story, I sometimes got told that the meaning was too abstract. In other pieces, I all but spelled-out the subtleties and was chastised for doing so.

And so I looked forward to seeing the eyes of the listeners as I read my story out loud at the launch. I anticipated immediate feedback, the kind that stage actors speak of. Instead, as I looked out from the stage, all I saw was the glare of the floodlights. I began my reading thinking that I may as well be reading to my bedroom wall.

As the reading proceeded, I found this process curiously rewarding. Reading aloud in my own voice I was able to sense a rhythm. Sentences that were over-written and clunky caused me to trip over them as I read. I had heard from other writers who tape record themselves reading works-in-progress. That seemed vain and unnecessary to me. My Imac came with a nifty reading software. I normally edit my stories by having the computer read my work back to me. But now, after my first public reading I understand the usefulness of reading in one’s own voice. Wayson is probably right that narrative voice cannot be taught, but that is not to say it cannot be fine-tuned and refined.

Heart Murmur

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At one of our Descant meetings, Robin Elliot, a former co-editor, made a guest appearance. She is now Executive Director of the MurmurToronto project. Passersby in various Toronto areas, when they see the ear sign, can pull out their cell phones and dial the number provided. It will link them to a recording by someone who has a personal connection to the building they are in front of. They will hear candid and revealing stories that will add a context and a living history behind the brick-and-mortar. I found the idea of this art project very interesting.

Much is said about Toronto being a city of neighbourhoods. And even before the creation of GTA, residents of Burlington, Ajax and Brampton went about claiming to be Torontonians. Surely, the heart of a neighbourhood resides in the collective memory of those who have loved and lost, failed and survived in and around the buildings of a neighbourhood. Buildings that may not have enough architectural merit to be included in the glossy guidebooks. Buildings like Malabar, the venerable costume shop located at Queen and McCaul Street.

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Tucked away slightly north of trendy Queen Street West, this dowdy brick building has been the soul of the Queen West neighbourhoods for nearly one hundred years. Over the decades, Toronto’s upper crust has rented gowns for masked balls. Opera Divas like Maureen Forrester and Marilyn Horne have been outfitted here.

My very first full-time job was at Malabar. It was the height of a recession, much like now. Every advertised job had hundreds of applicants. This meant that, in the days before e-mail, job seekers had to literally ‘pound the pavement’. In my unemployed dejection, I got addicted to watching re-runs of the sitcom Rhoda, who worked in a costume shop. From over two hundred applicants, they offered the job to me and I was ecstatic. Little did I know then that working in this dusty and costume-enchanted building would redefine who I was. I had just completed by B.Com and never saw this job as anything more than a shelter from the recession. It was here that I met struggling poets who were cataloging breeches from Tosca. Or a receptionist working on her novel between taking phone orders for Santa suits.
I recall once coming back into the building from having made a bank deposit and finding a frizzy-haired customer waiting with her daughter. I tried my best to be friendly and charming, but nothing worked. The woman remained aloof and disdainful. She purchased some pancake make-up with a credit card, for a photo-shoot she said. The receptionist was beside herself as soon as the woman and her daughter left. “Don’t you know who that was?” she was incredulous. I looked at the signature on the credit card receipt—Margaret Atwood. The make-up was used for the back cover of a small, insignificant book known as, The Handmaid’s Tale. I photocopied and enlarged the signature and it became my first gliterati autograph.

We had pop stars and Bollywood royalty walking in through the door, but that encounter with Margaret Atwood aroused in me my most cherished but unrealistic of dreams. It was soon after that encounter, fuelled by the magnificent showcase of life I witnessed daily, that I began writing. Working there was such a pleasure that we tolerated the minimal wages, finding creative ways of getting by. The cleaner got so frustrated that he put up a sign in each of the staff washrooms: “Don’t steal the toilet paper.”

When Robin asked if anyone at Descant had anecdotes or stories to contribute for an oral history project of the Grange catchment area, I volunteered to talk about Malabar. People tend to walk past this building, sometimes amused by the quirky window displays. Browsers typically want to try on hats and wigs and have a few giggles over the fake boobs. What they do not see is that one of the main reasons Queen Street emerged as the epicenter of the Toronto art scene was because of the staff and customers of this establishment.

I ended up contributing five stories about this neighbourhood, though there is plenty more I want to say about them. One day, I hope to write a novel or a short-story collection centered on this building. I can just see the cover page: Don’t Steal the Toilet Paper.

The Conclusion of an Interview with Matt Shaw

This is the second half of an interview with Toronto fiction writer, Matt Shaw, author of The Obvious Child, (Exile Editions). You can find the first half here. Matt discusses a range of topics related to his collection and fiction writing in general, including self-help books, storytelling, the absurd, the grotesque and the Financial Post.

When Saul, the protagonist of your story, “The Elevator,” finally manages to leave his job after several attempts, he takes with him his copy of The Thirteen Habits of Highly Effective People. There is a similarly sly critique of the philosophy of goal-attainment in “One Trick Pony,” when elementary students are told that their goals are “unequivocally attainable.” Have you read Steven R. Covey’s internationally best-seller The Seven Habits Highly Effective People, or his more recent follow-up, The Eighth Habit? What is your favourite habit?

My favourite habit: Put first things first. Chekhov’s gun on the wall. Always. Fundamentals. And take your time. Is there anything that feels slower or less urgent than a novel, than prose? Any artwork more cumbersome? Yet for a writer or passionate reader, is there anything more urgent? The principle’s good advice for writers. A golden rule. Use it in your writing habits and put first things first in the fiction. Habit five (understand, then be understood) is a close second.

I have a condescending attitude toward self-help books. Maybe that’s because I’ve never been helped by one. I find my questions only multiply when reading books. I’m probably not really interested in answers, or else I’d probably be a scientist. I do appreciate that self-help books seem to provide a certain measure of comfort for millions of people. Because of them, they think that books improve their lives. I like that point of view, even if people get to it ass-backwards. But if you look for first things first, you can find those lessons in a classic novel, too. And executed with considerable more beauty and skill.

In one sense, the title story of your collection is about the act of storytelling. At the conclusion of this story, Plektos Ersatz asks himself: “…where is the root in people’s souls…at what point does one say ‘Yes, there is the obvious cause, what eludes us, what might make our souls whole?’” What, in your opinion, is storytelling’s relation to this question?

Without lamenting it, writing stories is in every way an exercise in failure.
To a writer’s reality, it’s extraordinarily difficult to write well, to make a living doing it, to write a living, breathing work of art that is cohesive despite the fact it might have taken the writer most of a lifetime to finish. If you’ve got a timely idea you’d like to address, you better hurry, too: for most writers, writing is slow.

Technically, writing is the only art that doesn’t really use one (or more than one) of the five senses in any predominant way: painting and the eye; dancing and the body, touch; music and the ear. You can hear a story without seeing, read a story without hearing. You can even feel a story, if you can read Braille.braille04.png

Writing is entirely representative. It relies on a very complex semiotic web of meanings that flicker back and forth on one another. It is entirely imaginative. And a story, if told in a sprawling novel, relies entirely on the memory of the reader to achieve any cumulative effect of power. Through imagination and memory, you can mix up the elements. You can willfully ignore pieces of text. Particular words. You can misremember stories. Change them. And, for me, there is always the nagging reminder that there is something that I could be doing that would be more constructive or productive. Grow a garden, work for Habitat for Humanity, achieve inner peace through meditation, and earn thirty million dollars a year.

My point is that storytelling for me, like detective work, is about uncovering motive. The writer’s, the reader’s, the characters’, the book’s, and probably more. That’s why I wrote about Dreschl. He’s a pretty lousy detective, but not for lack of effort. He is earnest to the extreme. He wants desperately to understand the man he is charged with finding: a man who isn’t actually missing at all. He takes the world in. He makes a lot of notes. He tries to articulate his ideas. He fails often. Even if he is incapable of understanding his own obsession, it drives him. And, when at last he thinks that he’s got an idea – he makes up a story that’s not the least bit rooted in any objective fact that led him there. He’s left wondering. Me too.

Leon Rooke has compared your stories to those of Donald Barthelme and Franz Kafka. Are there contemporary writers of absurd and sinister stories whose work you would recommend?

I’m drawn to writers that satisfy my version of “grotesque,” which is simply to take something that is ordinarily very human and twist around just enough so that it doesn’t look human anymore, even if it is. Or to make something look human that actually isn’t the least bit human. To make it strange in the classic sense.

A few that come to mind immediately in a sort of free association: Sheila Heti’s Middle Stories, Ticknor. Amy Hempel’s short shorts. Roald Dahl’s adult fiction is sly, twisted, flawed, outdated but overlooked; too bad, because there’s something there. Tom McCarthy’s Men in Space. Pynchon’s Mason & Dixon was huge for me. That book made an entire genre new and strange: the Great American Historical Novel. Lee Henderson’s The Man Game is a recent effort in the much smaller Canadian category. At the top of his game, Leon Rooke is great. Ben Marcus, an American, wrote two books that I have a love/hate relationship with: The Age of Wire and String and Notable American Women. Roberto Bolaño. Georges Perec’s La Disparition (“A Void” in the English translation) is the greatest detective novel I’ve ever read, if not contemporary. Gaetan Soucy, Nicola Barker. Gyorgy Dragoman’s The White King. I had high hopes for Nathaniel Rich’s The Mayor’s Tongue that weren’t met, but another instructive book for young writers.

I’m drawn to Czech and Hungarian writing. Even the more realistic modes of some Central and Eastern European writers really create the aura of the grotesque because, in a westerner’s eyes, their 20th century existed in a weird alternate universe. Three collections of Hungarian short fiction that aren’t contemporary but are probably new to most people: Nothing’s Lost, The Kiss. Exile Editions put out the third, a book called Hungarian Short Stories, several years ago. I love that book. They’re all out of print, but Exile might still have some copies of Hungarian Short Stories lying around. Josef Skvorecky.

American fiction from the deep south and American Jewish writing have always had that effect on me too, whatever their mode, realism or not. For a Catholic Canadian born in the snow and raised on hockey, the subjects of writers like Faulkner and O’Connor or Singer and Malamud were completely new and exciting. Not always absurd or sinister, although Malamud’s The Tenants always strikes a chord. That was a major inspiration for my story “Dreschl & the Obvious Child.”

These days, I find a lot of truly absurd material in the business section of the newspaper: the Globe and Mail’s Report on Business, the Financial Post. The Economist is so dry and even-keeled that you can’t help but miss some of the sinister things that take place there that are worth a second look. Highly recommended.

Are you working on anything new? Would care to comment on your latest literary project?

I’ve always been fickle. In the past, I would stay on one project as long as it kept my attention. When that waned, I moved on, often never to return. Today, I embrace that attitude. I work on as many as half a dozen projects at once, constantly going back and forth, switching gears. One project I’m working on is a novel inspired by – but not the least bit faithful to – the life of Roald Dahl. Dahl was a beloved children’s author, Washington spy, married and divorced a movie star, was generally obnoxious and sometimes abusive, disliked by many, wrote disturbing (and sometimes terrible) adult fiction, was very tall, charismatic, lied often and had several affairs: a great foundation for a fictional character. The book is tentatively called The Lighthearted War. We’ll see what happens.  –Matt Shaw

Confessions Of A Professional Liar

It’s true, I am a compulsive liar. Of course I could be lying about that too. And if I am telling the truth, then I am not a compulsive liar. This kind of paradox is so typical when it comes to issues of mendacity. As writers, we are compelled to tell lies. And what is paradoxical is that our lies, unlike truth, have to be plausible. Mark Twain is famously quoted as saying,  “It’s no wonder that truth is stranger than fiction. Fiction has to make sense.” Every Max-Factored news anchor likes to end his or her broadcast with a ‘can you believe it’ clip—an orphaned fawn being mothered by a lioness perhaps. Where as we authors subject ourselves to peer grilling in writing groups and workshops about the authenticity of our characters and the believability of our plots. “What’s the lioness’ motive?” they would surely argue. “Perhaps you can add a scene where the lioness loses her own cub,” I can hear them say.  Editors and readers demand truthful fiction. But isn’t  ‘truthful fiction’ an oxymoron?

Not so. Recently I was called for jury duty and I discovered that motive is far more potent than truth. About one-hundred of us ordinary citizens were summoned into a courtroom for jury selection in a case of attempted murder by a young Afro-Canadian male. Of the one-hundred, seventy citizens were asked by the Defense lawyer if the accused man’s race (African) would hamper their ability to assess the facts of the case. All of the potential jurors swore to tell the truth before answering. Surprisingly, more than half said the man’s race would bias their judgment. What was even more surprising was that most of the people who admitted prejudice were non-whites (Asians and other non-Africans). I was shocked that in this post-Obama world race was still an issue. Then someone pointed out to me that all of these supposed racists were the same ones who had asked the Judge to be exempted from this long trial and had been denied. These jurors did not get paid by their employers for time-off during jury duty. I then realized that these jurors were not really racists but were financially motivated to lie under oath.
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According to evolutionary experts such David Livingston Smith, in his book, Why We Lie, species have a survival motive for lying. Those who lie well live to reproduce: from camouflage of chameleons, to the baby-complexion on Cher; from the trickery of cuckoo birds to embellishing our chat room profiles—lying is hard-wired into our DNA. Smith argues that in the world, one is either a sucker or a deceiver. Paradoxically, nature has also hard-wired us to trust. In fact our very sense of well-being and happiness depends on it. A person who doubts everyone and anything is diagnosed as “paranoid” and doomed to a life of fear and unhappiness.

So as writers we successfully deceive our readers because we are motivated to lie and they are naturally trusting.

slug.png“Mine what you know,” we are told early in our writing careers. But the problem with daily events are that either they are narrative dead-ends or they are uncomfortable. It is very tempting, when staring at a blank page, to recount Granny’s marijuana grow-op or Little Tim’s first kiss. Some of the people we know come with a rich prefabricated history and fascinating characteristics. Far less effort to write about them then to invent a whole new character. But do we really want to betray the secrets of our loved ones? Wayson Choy, who’s latest book, Not Yet, is a memoir about his near-fatal heart failure, says we should not be afraid to delve into the truth no matter how uncomfortable or politically incorrect. The modern reader is highly intelligent and has an instinct for inauthenticity (Oprah excepted). Other writers have ground rules such as: “Don’t write about present spouses and parents, but all others are fair game.” (Ex-spouses beware).
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Tennesee Williams mined his sister’s mental illness for The Glass Menagerie and his aging Southern Belle mother for several characterizations. His work still resonates some fifty years later. Could this perhaps be because he wasn’t afraid to dirty his hands digging into the primal motives of his mother and sister?

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Pen-names are one way for a writer to dish the dirt with impunity. A certain London call girl wisely uses the non-de-plume Belle De Jour for her tell-all blog, thus protecting herself from irate clients (and wives).  Oscar Wilde would be proud of her. He once said,  “Man is least himself when he talks in his own person. Give him a mask, and he will tell you the truth.” Drag-queens know this all too well. Dame Edna Everage became famous lampooning the pretensions of Australian middle-class life but her alter ego, Barry Humphreys, probably would have been banished to the Outback for the same remarks.slug.png
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slug.pngIt seems to me that the most successful set of lies ever told in world history is by religion— and I mean all religions, bar none. Every scripture uses mythology, metaphors, poetry, parables and symbolism to hint at that sublime truth that cannot be verbalized.

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Joseph Campbell, his book series, The Masks of Gods, goes behind the mythology of world religions and uncovers surprising similarities. For example, we all know Jesus was a Virgin Birth. But so was Krishna (Lord Vishnu entered His mother’s womb as a beam of light while she was in a prison cell) and Lord Buddha emerged from the side of His mother. Whether or not immaculate conceptions are medically possible is not the point here. What is being highlighted here, in poetic terms, is that Christ, Krishna and Buddha are spiritual metaphors and not flesh and bones. Religious texts are a masterclass in the use of imagery, poetry and narrative fiction, all done with the motive of Absolute Truth.
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So yes, I am an ardent liar. But my lies are absolutely true.