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Tales
of obsession, of phantom limbs and unwanted body parts.
Stories from the war zones of the Middle East.
Ghosts abounding, and near drownings leading to epiphanies.
Miraculous appearances of babies, and babylove.
Adultery in the office and beyond in the towers.
Post-menopausal sex, could it be as hot as pubescent longings?
Single parenting, and its travails…
— Karen Mulhallen
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PREFACE
Karen Mulhallen A Mari Usque Ad Mare (From Sea to Shining
Sea)
CANADA
WEST
Craig Boyko The Baby
Craig Boyko Eden Towers: A Judicious Summary
Cullene Bryant Voluptuary Sweetness
UPPER
CANADA
Deborah-Anne Tunney The View from the Lane
Matthew Tierney The Ones You Love
Colette Maitland Wheels — 1970
Paul Lisson In for a Penny [Portfolio]
Joe Davies Colder with the Wind Chill
Larry Frolick and Donald Weber Kebabistan — The Woman
with Seven Heads
Sheree-Lee Olson Word Wall
Ken Klonsky Caroline
Douglas Dolan Lest We Forget
LOWER
CANADA
Elise Moser Under the Skin of the Blade
THE
MARITIMES
Dawn Rae Downton The Martinmas Ghosts
SOUTHERN
TERRITORIES
Adam Ward Plastic Sunrise. Yellow Number Five
Mitchell Marco Sophisticated Animals [Portfolio]
C. Rush Stockton Possum Kingdom
BACK
OF THE BOOKCO-EDITOR’S DIARY
Maria Meindl Making History
CONTRIBUTORS’
NOTES
NEWS
AND NOTES
GRAPHICS:
The front cover image,“ Zeit Gestoppte Schablone”
is courtesy of visual artist Paul Lisson. The photograph
of Karen Mulhallen is courtesy of Michael Mitchell. The
images in Paul Lisson’s portfolio, “Des Traveaux”
are courtesy of the artist. The images in the photographic
portfolio accompanying the essay “Kebabistan —
The Woman with Seven Heads,” are courtesy of the photographer
Donald Weber. The drawings in Mitchell Marco’s portfolio,
“Sophisticated Animals” are courtesy of the
artist
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Larry
Frolick and Donald Weber/
Kebabistan — The Woman with Seven Heads |
Text by Larry Frolick
Photography by Donald Weber
I did what I saw Don doing. I left the curb and strode across
the twin boulevards, zigzagging from side to side like a
real professional. I was free, I had my yellow ID card too.
The Turkish police and soldiers left me completely alone
now. The crowd of Kurds was not so lucky. Every few minutes
one of them got dragged away into a patrol car. For nothing.
An example to the others, to listen closely whenever the
cops spoke.
“Heray!
HERAY!” The nearby policeman’s face grew hot
with unbridled authority. “Step back!”
“They’re
coming,” an American reporter in an orange ski parka
alerted his colleague.
A small convoy of private cars drove at good clip through
the town, not slowing a whit as they approached the phalanx
of clicketing cameras, a reception of about fifty journalists
in all. From out of nowhere, Yannis the Reuters guy pounced
into the scene like a tomcat, darted across the roadway,
and quickly worked his way upstream against the milling
crowd, hunched over and snapping off his shots without slowing.
He kept his camera stuck to his eye the whole time, a deep
instinct telling him exactly where to place his feet as
he glided across the deep potholes and over piles of smelly
debris.
Galvanized
by the sight of him, I raced out of the crowd, trying to
grab a picture of him in action. The effort was instructive:
as the others froze into a studied tableau, the Greek came
alive, in a blur of intention. Volatile, precociously adept,
he slid across the scene like a shadow, sensitive to its
every cross-current. The Kurdish-Arab mob around him was
a pre-violent, living thing, unpredictable and vain. Yannis
slipped right through it, sure-footed and rangy, anticipating
its abrupt fluxes and war-day jitters.
Here
was the crowd.
The
faces in the crowd.
The
uneasy wet ground under the crowd’s feet.
All
moving, jumbled pieces wheeling around like fidgety birds.
Ready to explode at any second into the hot picture that
everyone wanted.
“Ya
ya ya!” The crowds began cheering as the white Renault
entered their precincts.
A
smiling brown face, airy wave from the closed window.
Talibani,
the Kurdish leader from Ankara. Beaming at his adoring crowd.
A
few more cars and twenty seconds later they were gone. A
roar of spontaneous applause and hoarse cheers. Sharp whistles
rose and fell like arrows.
The
rain spattered and burst into heavy sheets. We took refuge
under the torn canopy of the vegetable shop. Martin the
Czech insisted I take the one dry spot. Old world courtesy.
The French camera crew stood their ground as the surrounding
crowd smiled crazily at the fresh downpour.
“Second
convoy, coming soon.” Martin promised.
Now
the cops began working themselves up to an unpleasant lather.
They
pushed at stragglers in the crowd, rolling their batons
more than necessary. Focusing on individuals whose trivial
actions they deemed an affront to order, or worse. A white
bearded farmer took the opportunity of the lull to thrash
his skinny red cow across the road. Its hind leg was hobbled
to his arthritic hand by a piece of rough hemp twine. The
cow skipped and jigged querulously at each blow and the
crowd giggled in relief at the comedy. The farmer, mightily
pleased with the attention, flung his whip around more rashly
with each stroke. Hard laughter ricocheted like bursts of
gunfire through the press of bodies.
The
cops stomped this way and that. On the lookout. Frothing,
eager to use their steel batons at the slightest provocation.
A teenager slow to move off the road got a smart poke in
the ribs, another was snatched away summarily.
“Why
are they doing that?”
“I
don’t think they like the cheering,” Martin
replied. “So they keep pushing. Make them move all
the time.”
Don
trotted up, a big satisfied grin.
“Here,
hold this camera. I need your hat.”
“What
for?” I took the digital Canon. It weighed a ton.
“I’m
working.”
He
grabbed my toque and disappeared into the crowd. The second
convoy approached and rocketed by, and now the crowd surged
after it. The cops grabbed a student who had been too vocal
in his enthusiasm, and frog-marched him off to their unmarked
car.
“What
are they going to do to him?”
“Beat
him with their clubs, then let him go.”
It
was odd. If you were in the right place or time, you could
take any number of pictures of these fateful human escapades.
A real smorgasbord of social havoc.
Did
you go for that simmering bowl of curried street misery?
Or the rare red roast beef of those meaty paratroopers down
at the other end of the table?
On
one level, nothing had happened. A slam of citified Kurds
in baggy suits had ripped through an obscure border town.
Big deal. Only that’s how these things usually happened.
Hadn’t the twentieth century begun with Lenin’s
third class train ride through the Silesian countryside?
Maybe the tilt of history had hit its red line today. Right
here, on the sloppy streets of Silope. And we were here
to witness its fleet and final passing.
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Dawn
Rae Downton/
The Martinmas Ghosts |
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I SAW GRANDFATHER’S GHOST come for
Grandfather a year ago, the night he died in his sleep.
We were all at table that night as well, the whole family.
Maybe ghosts are indigestion, insulin spikes; maybe they
come on with food. Or with any large assembly of my family.
Maybe in our house they’re just what you get for raising
a glass in salute.
Here we all were just a year ago, the house in Devon; Martinmas
then too, one of the English feasts. This one’s not
even one of the great quarter-days when the rents come due
and the magistrates are chosen. Not Michaelmas, the festival
of St. Michael and all the Angels, just Michael’s
bumpkin-cuz Marty, patron saint of innkeepers and rehabilitated
drunks. Martinmas is a day of blood and guts, food and drink.
Always beer, never wine. A day to stuff your face. Martin’s
day is Bacchus’s too, the great slaughtering day of
the Anglo-Saxons when they’d run out of feed for their
livestock and processed them for winter. It’s not
cruelty, Murmur says, but a perfect husbandry; the circle
is completed.
Last
Martinmas was the beginning of our year here, Evie and me.
Louisa and Tally still lived in London then, and they left
Lawrence for the day to drive down. Soon enough, Louisa
would leave Lawrence for good, would toss her husband away
like a hot rock as my mother had done hers. My parents had
parted by then, and Evie had sold our apartment and packed
us off here. Because she didn’t own it or its troubles,
her parents’ house was magical to her. On the plane
from Newark she told me we were embarking on a shipboard
romance on a liner that never docked. I was doubtful. I
didn’t want a romance with my mother. Being her daughter
was bad enough.
At
dinner last Martinmas, my mother stood suddenly while the
maid cleared and launched into her toast to this dreamboat,
her ancestral home. I knew it was to be a grand speech,
a great occasion: in addition to her cherry-red suit with
the brass buttons down the front and the smaller matching
buttons on the epaulettes, she’d put on eyeliner and
red lipstick. The lipstick was usual; the eyeliner and the
suit were not. Most of our year here my mother has styled
herself pale and wounded, slouching around in long Irish
sweaters with a little ashen powder on her face, but that
first night she was all done up. Raymond sat beside her
when she rose and raised her glass. He held her hand, and
Louisa sat at the foot of the table and sniffed, looking
sullen and tragic as she contemplated Lawrence, back in
the Mayfair flat with a woman perhaps, and what was to come.
Grandfather was at the head of the table, Murmur at his
elbow. Grandfather always sat at the head, though Murmur
never sat at the foot. It was as if Grandfather wanted Murmur
nearby so he could pick at her, but out of a direct sightline
where she might stare him down.
Grandfather
got up and made flaming coffees at the sideboard while my
mother made her speech. Now and then he turned to glare
at her. Soon enough, Evie had the Devon house going forty
knots, waves slapping up at its dormers as if she and I
had never stood still anywhere, had never been rooted to
anything in our lives. Hoist up the John B’s sails,
See how the main sail sets, I was thinking. Call for the
Captain ashore and let me go home. I’d just turned
sixteen, I was done with school and I lived in New York,
except for this year, and I was hip and grown-up and hoped
to get a flaming coffee.
“Wide
berth, woman,” my grandfather growled at my mother,
cutting her off. My song vanished along with my coffee.
Grandfather
looked around the long table, marshalling his audience.
“You want to give that woman a wide berth.”
“She’s
not that woman, she’s Evie,” Murmur said. Grandmother
spoke definitely, in the voice of a navigator who might
try to thread us through the treacherous shoals of our family
dinners. She sounded as if she were sitting next to Grandfather
in their Daimler, pulling her gloves off and unfolding a
map. Turn here, Evan, right now. Do as I say.
“He
knows who I am, mother,” Evie said icily. “He
just wishes he didn’t.”
Grandfather
snorted over the hotplate on the sideboard, brandishing
a bottle of Courvoisier. “Flaming hothead, that’s
what she is. Look at the get-up. Not a get-up, a red-up.
Never a thought. Any woman needs a wide berth she’s
going to up and leave her husband like that, never a thought
for the child.”
My
mother made a sharp noise and sat down heavily. My grandfather
chided us for failings he flaunted like medals on his own
chest: recklessness, appetite, dauntlessness, a swath of
rancour wide and choppy as the Atlantic. I hated it. I hated
the way he made all our decisions for us. Here he was, starting
in on mine. I was sixteen, not a child. The table was spotted
blue, sprayed with his burning potions, and I willed the
cloth in front of him to burst into flames. Take me away
from here, I’d written my dad. He was an American;
he’d know what to do.
“A
wide berth, Evan?” My mother had recovered. She rose
again, throwing her napkin down on her plate. Like Raymond
and Louisa, my mother called her father by his Christian
name. Perhaps it was their way of righting things. They
should never have been born to a man like that — they
complained about it still, as if it came down to a delivery
mix-up the post office could review and rectify. My mother
bristled now. “And how wide was your berth over the
years, Evan? How wide did it have to be to fit in all that
extra-curricular T&A?”
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